Freaky Dreams

I am awakened at 4:30 in the morning with an image of a man in black staring into a frozen river running through drifts of hardened snow.

Every single day...

Why?

Love,

S.

P.S.  Dear friend, I'm here if you need to talk.

When the dreams happen around four, it's always the same person.  His emails are generally time stamped for the time I wake up.  Last night it was 4:33 and my clock is a little slow. 

It seems that if he is afraid to contact me in person, his soul doesn't feel the same way. 

Friendship is not such a frightful thing, especially when we have our wits about us. 

There are days when I think it is easier to keep track of him on Facebook, even if I want to do a face palm when I see him sabotage an opportunity for nookie with an interested pretty woman by bringing up his exes. 

Friendship at a distance easier on my heart than worrying. 

I'm sorry I unfriended him but pray I did the right thing for him.   I mean, if an ex's photos keep popping up in his feed, of course he's going to think about her.  Horny women don't want to hear about ex-girlfriends...they want to get to know the person bringing on the reaction....sigh...

Damn...

Did I do the right thing?

We'll see...if I run into him and he's sporting a ring, I'll know I did right by him. 

I'll keep praying. 

hmmmm....