There are no words to describe where I find myself.
All I do is cry.
I pulled myself together enough to work out for a couple of hours. Crying on the ski machine thingy was icky. At least I wasn't on the slopes, could you imagine how yucky that would be?
I don't know what to do.
Do I try to restart my business?
Will he take it? He gets 5% ownership for every year I operate.
I should probably wait.
Do I wait for him to make a move?
I don't know.
He wants me to stay.
He says he loves me.
I don't believe him.
I think I forgot how to kiss.
I know I forgot how to do the horizontal polka.
Each moment, I have a choice. I can laugh or I can cry.
I try to laugh
but sadly....
my humor is too dry.
I'm pretending to be everything the gossips in my life say I am in the hopes that I can create some kind of believable fictional character. The things I write about are based on the gossip and some of my life experiences. After five years, the only thing I've learned from this experience is that I can be quite the Trickster....thus the name of the blog. Love ya!
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