TMI

My hard drive is still dead and I'm using the computer in my recording studio to clean up my eight websites and four blogs.

I may not fix it because I hate Facebook; this little Toshiba is too old to hang out on Facebook without crashing.   This is great!  I don't have to answer requests from men who want to grab a cup of coffee; they always claim its innocent but it rarely is. They want me to grab a cup of Joe, Todd, Bob, or whomever the victim of the day is.

I would consider them victims if I chose to be a filthy old lady.  I would bore them to death. 
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I can't...If I told people why my marriage died, they'd laugh.

Want some TMI?

Well....

You don't want to know....

It's stupid...

Okay....

my ex has sleep apnea.  Over three years ago, he was fired from the city because of it.  I think they were afraid he'd fall asleep at work. His coworker found out about our health issues (don't know how)and told the boss that he was sleeping on the job but the boss admitted to me that nobody ever caught him sleeping.  His coworker, wanting a big promotion, contacted the HR who fined us for trumped up crap (e.g. book on desk, checking out taxpayers/customers businesses online, my having fibromyalgia and such). They canned him, slandered both of us and blackballed him.

The co-worker got the promotion; her former boss was fired. 

It's interesting what one learns when she runs for office. 
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I was blamed for the whole thing...

the city blamed my degree and my disability while the family gossips blamed my libido for him being tired and not getting enough sleep. 
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You know, if I can't get a man to fall into a deep asleep afterwards...

I am not doing it right.

And I'm a stage hypnotist known for snapping her fingers and getting people to 'SLEEP NOW!'

What the heck?

We don't share hobbies. We don't get along. That was the only thing we had in common but it obviously was a problem.

Yep, my pride has been bruised. I am embarassed about sucking so badly, so it's been years since...

you know...

I'm embarrassed to say how long its been...

I'm not sure I'll ever trust anyone in that capacity again. So, I'm trying to throw myself into my work.

I am getting so much done! Twelve websites, hundreds of recordings, lots of articles, lots of speeches and publications.  

I just need to find that thing that makes me want to wake up in the morning and my productivity will skyrocket.

I'm still looking for it!

Now that I've given you nightmares due to my sharing TMI, I'm going to get back to recording some stuff and continuing to enjoy my vacation from TMI!

Love ya,

S.

P.S.  Now to really make you throw up,

I guess I can be a vegan again as there is nothing I desire to....

you know...

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