The Worship of Fama

On the bright side, the evil rumors and the gossip seem to have stopped.  They've still destroyed my life but, maybe, it was meant to be.  Ask me in a year. 

Maybe the rumors were supposed to show me the truth about my relationship and how strong I really am. 

I don't know. 

I started off with the intention of making the bully's tactics famous, so that the people in charge couldn't use and abuse them anymore.  I thought I was saving people. 


Who the heck would have ever conceived of this?  Geez!

This has been the longest fifteen minutes of my life.  I'd throw it all away for the one thing my heart desires. 

What I really need, is to understand what in the world I was meant to do, roll up these damn sleeves and get it done. 

Alas....Que Sera Sera. 

Love ya, 

S.