Vertigo is the conflict between the fear of falling and the desire to fall.
~Salman Rushdie
~Salman Rushdie
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With this in mind, it is equally plausible that one has mentally fallen and doesn't want to physically show it for fear of doing more harm than good to the gentleman in question. When one loves, one only wants what is best for the object of her affections.
Sigh...
Love is undefinable and unpreventable. It is a force once cannot control or stop. It's there and I cannot do a darn thing about it. The only thing that I can do now is be honest about it. I made the mistake of avoiding my feelings: I think that created a lot of anxiety in myself and thus the vertigo.
Ah, live and learn.
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